Closer

Everyday I get a little closer, dear -
I don't feel thinner, but everyone, including the scale says I am. TEN! Hopefully that will be more on by this Saturday. I have five more weeks until I'm back at the salt mines - ah the glorious grasp of private New England college. Painfully thin girls, athletically trim boys, and the snowy winters to die for.....

Here's a bit my thinspo collection to make up for my recent absence

Love Like Winter

I've been on a fast for the past three days and I've lost so much weight. I hope its not all water weight because I have been drinking water and trying to stay hydrated. Today I woke up almost three pounds lighter. Three whole pounds! I'm excited and I want to keep this up especially when I go back to school.

Like A Stone

I must be the only person ever to spontaneously generate weight. I'm fasting this week until Thursday and yesterday was the first. I managed to go up to 142 last night while dining on nothing but water. I did go down this morning but those kinds of things freak me out. I need to go back to school; I miss the gym.

Make This Go On Forever

I've eaten today...it's not a total failure because I only had one bowl of Special K, but I would have preferred to fast. I know myself, and I feel like I will binge tonight and that upsets me. I've been trying to distract myself with day time television, but we all know how that can be: every commercial is about food or weight or working out. I I'll be glad to go back to school it will be a welcomed distraction from food. I'll be posting a full set of my favorite thinspo soon...

This is the New Year

HW:155
CW: 141
LW:115
GW1:138
GW2:135
GW3:133
GW4:130
GW5:128
GW6:125
GW7:123
GW8:120
GW9:118
GW10:116
UGW:115

This is the new year and I don't feel any different... I've lost one pound from yesterday but that's obviously water weight or something. I want this year to be better than last year and I mean that all around. 2008 was not the best of years and all of the big event countdowns last night were filled with bad news, scandals and wars. Sad times...but when I think about how big my ass is I feel sadder.

Welcome to the Circus

These are my plans. This is what I need. Winter is coming...

HW:155
CW: 142
LW:115
GW1:138
GW2:135
GW3:133
GW4:130
GW5:128
GW6:125
GW7:123
GW8:120
GW9:118
GW10:116
UGW:115