I felt the beginnings of a panic attack today. I was taking an exam and I thought, for once, that I finally know the material...and then I turned the page...I just failed the first one and I could afford to do the same today, but it happened again. I spoke to my parents tonight and I almost begged to come home. I feel like I'm losing it - losing everything. My grades, my body, my mind.....2009 seems is shaping up to be just the same as before...losing everything I thought I could be. Maybe I only think I'm losing myself. Maybe I was never really real at all.
I just made you up to hurt myself.
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