PARTY!!!! That was my last night.....all night and not by choice. I'm one of the heads of a club and it was the first party since an attack on campus so we were on high alert. the downside, on of many, was that most my friends, also club heads, were drunk for no reason. Lovely. Yesterday felt so of kilter after two days of inner bliss. Whatever confidence I had about my life turning a positive corner were in doubt. It seems as though even the weather has turned on me...Maybe the past few days were all an illusion and today is real again. Its just like champagne from a paper cup or eating caviar on Ritz crackers....two things that just don't belong, giving the illusion of greatness with the reality of life.
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