The Iron Sea

I haven't wanted to post since my lunch with a friend because I spent the next two days binging...on everything and anything unlucky enough to cross my path. I'm really annoyed at myself because this always seems to happen. I'll get complacent and just let myself go for whatever reason right as I'm starting to make progress. I can't do that any more. I just need to concentrate.

Readymade

I lost half a pound when i weighed myself thins morning but I don't think that it'll last. I had a burrito lunch complete with chips and salsa. I kept trying to drink more than eat and through half of the burrito away, but I had a craving earlier and went straight for a snack. Apparently I'm willing to let a snake control me. I'm better than that. I have to be if I want to be thinner. Wish me luck....

Love Like Winter

I've been on a fast for the past three days and I've lost so much weight. I hope its not all water weight because I have been drinking water and trying to stay hydrated. Today I woke up almost three pounds lighter. Three whole pounds! I'm excited and I want to keep this up especially when I go back to school.

Hot N' Cold

I love fasting. I've lost two pounds since Sunday, which is wonderful considering my notoriously slow metabolism. A friend of mine wants to go out to lunch on Thursday which means I have to break my fast starting today. Below is a taste of some of my favorite thinspo. There will be more later.

Like A Stone

I must be the only person ever to spontaneously generate weight. I'm fasting this week until Thursday and yesterday was the first. I managed to go up to 142 last night while dining on nothing but water. I did go down this morning but those kinds of things freak me out. I need to go back to school; I miss the gym.

Guilty Pleasure

I hate going out with my friends because it usually involves food in some way. I love my friends and I don't get to send as much time with them as I would like because of school but things always lead to food. My friend picked my up today with a full fat white hot chocolate, which was followed by a doughnut and a full bottle of fruit juice. I need to be stronger...I spent the last few hours doing crunches and push ups and anything else to burn calories. I've been fidgeting and and ticking just to burn more calories ....sad times indeed.

Make This Go On Forever

I've eaten today...it's not a total failure because I only had one bowl of Special K, but I would have preferred to fast. I know myself, and I feel like I will binge tonight and that upsets me. I've been trying to distract myself with day time television, but we all know how that can be: every commercial is about food or weight or working out. I I'll be glad to go back to school it will be a welcomed distraction from food. I'll be posting a full set of my favorite thinspo soon...

This is the New Year

HW:155
CW: 141
LW:115
GW1:138
GW2:135
GW3:133
GW4:130
GW5:128
GW6:125
GW7:123
GW8:120
GW9:118
GW10:116
UGW:115

This is the new year and I don't feel any different... I've lost one pound from yesterday but that's obviously water weight or something. I want this year to be better than last year and I mean that all around. 2008 was not the best of years and all of the big event countdowns last night were filled with bad news, scandals and wars. Sad times...but when I think about how big my ass is I feel sadder.