The suspense is killing me!
Have I lost anything? Have I gained! It's like there is a big jeopardy clock ticking in my mind, counting down the days until I'm back at school trapped under the weight of all the things that crushed my dreams like the dead and dying leaves of fall. I still have so much time, but it feels as though I have none. I can't wait to have the freedom I once had, but I don't want to return to the pressure and pain.
I can already fell my heart - beating faster, faster........
Until there's nothing left.
